Not an hour goes past where I don't think of you mum. I feel so lost and empty without you here. I miss hearing your laugh. I miss your smell, even that Silk Cut aroma! I even miss those damn sunglasses of yours! What I would give to have one more cuddle from you, I would squeeze you so tightly and I'd never let you go. I wish you didn't have to go and leave me. I love you so much mum, more than you will ever, ever know xxx